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i just realized i didn't give december a warmth hello. i was too busy hanging out in november and forgot time moves ahead.i guess im not ready yet to move on in life. to grow bigger to experience bigger responsibilities.you know the feeling of wanting to be a kid again. studies were a lot easier back then. everything was less complicating and all you know school was a place to make friends nothing else.

im not ready for pmr. im not smart. i've been failing subjects all year long even though i've worked my ass off to excel. im scared , im scared that i might get what i dont want to get. bad results.